4 years. Sometimes it feels like that time flew by then other times it feels like we’ve literally been together forever. We have done SO much in 4 years. Traveled, adopted a kitten, built our businesses up, moved into my studio, Bezlio got funded, we got pregnant, then lost that pregnancy, lots of couch snuggles, yoga, hiking, visiting with friends and family, more trips, more couch snuggles. There is no one else I’d rather do life with than you.

When we first got together, you knew how independent I was. As we’ve grown together, I feel like I have finally been able to let go of a lot of the fears I had at first. To let go of control, to let go of worry that things wouldn’t work out and I would have to start over (again). But now, after everything with the miscarriage especially, I realize… you aren’t going anywhere. You will ALWAYS have my back, no matter what. And I can tell you anything, and know that you will listen and understand. I cannot wait for the day we finally bring home a new family member and I get to see you be a dad. You’re going to be so good at it. I can’t wait to find a new house to live in and make it out own. We have so many amazing things ahead of us, and I’m so glad you’ll be there with me every step of the way. I love you so much!

I was debating on sharing wedding photos (I shared those last year in this post), or another session, and I decided to share a session we modeled for 2 years ago. A photographer friend convinced us to strip down and get in a waterfall in 50 degree weather. Haha. I never shared these images on any of my business platforms; I worried they may be too spicy. BUT, I’m learning to give less fucks, and just be me. And this is me. With my husband, in a waterfall, half naked. Because… art. Haha. And if you judge me for that, well, I don’t care 🙂

Peace and love,

Amanda